22 January 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
It has been 3 years....3 years... can anyone believe it?!? 3 years.....
it has been 3 years since Mama passed away... exactly on this day 3 years ago did my heart become incomplete...
recently, i keep wondering to myself... "have i lived since she left?" *shrugs* i can't seem to find an answer to that question...
ever since she left, life has been rather dull for me.... there was lesser laughter and joy within the family... lesser family time.... lesser contact with my relatives... it was because she was the one who held the entire family together... she was the one who gave so much love, joy and laughter to my life... and without her, it has gotten unbearable...
i still miss her so much...
but people keep telling me to move on... to not think about it... i also want to do that... but it really IS very difficult for me...
~*candice*~
