i finally found the midi for angels brought me here..... if only i can find the mp3 as well..... i just love this song man..... first heard it on karin's upsaid blog.... just loved it.....

came back from my mama's house..... just loved her cooking.... it just has that home kind of feeling..... i ate sooo much.... had porriage and some dishes.... then she gave us DURIANS!!!! yummy yummy yummy....... then also give green bean soup and durian puff...... wa.... i am feeling so full.....

i really dun know whether i would be see her on sundays when i start working shift..... i will miss her a lot..... she loves korean shows.... she say always love story then the guys also very cute.... hehehehehhe..... my mama very cute one......(",)

my god sister pei pei and her husband david, will be leaving for Japan on the 10th.... really hope that i can see them b4 they leave... or else it will be a long time till i next see them..... years maybe..... gor gor david is going to Japan to work.... so she also go over.... they just got married in march...... maybe i will be working that day..... then can meet them......*pray*

will be going to suntec to eat dinner at surf and turf.... my elder sis and her bf going to treat us..... coz they got a $80 voucher..... my family lucky this month la..... today got treat from my elder sis.... then when i get my first paycheck form SATS, i will treat them to a meal as well..... at my old workplace of course.... kinda miss the food there......

actually tried to study yesterday.... but cannot go in la.... so many things to remember.... see until head pain ar..... then i think i forgot almost everything le.... hahahahaha.... anyway, tomorrow is another study day for me.......

~*candice*~

hey guys.... have removed the coomments button.... added a catterbox instead.... so use the chatterbox ok.....

~*candice*~

SIP has officially started!!!!!

yeah.... my SIP at SATS has officially started on thursday..... will be called a Customer Services Agent (CSA)...... i am both happy and excited about it... other than i have to wear the uniform.... really need to get used to it la..... i actually have to fold the skirt 3 times to make it the right length.....

here is what i have been doing..... roughly la....

Day 01

• reported at HR at 8.30 am
• signed agreement (or contract whatever it is called....)
• collected airport pass (had to take picture on the spot... luckily i did not look that bad that day..... like what geraldine said, most likely cannot post pic.....)
• proceeded to SATS Training Centre
• collected uniform
• had a short briefing after our lunch break of almost 2 hours.......

some of my thoughts that day.....

i really feel that the people at SATS and the airport in general are very very friendly and helpful.... its like we may not know each other but they are still very willing to help us out..... talk about good service ar..... even the uncles at the canteen are so nice.... got 1 uncle told me and geraldine to quickly go and buy food or else later got a lot of people come and eat le.... then yesterday another uncle tell us to put tissue paper on the table to "choop" the table and then go and buy the food..... so nice right.....

but.... that day all of us were like very blur.... people tell us to go where, we go.... then others ask what are we going to do that day, we will usually answer not sure or i don't know.....

but overall.... felt very happy that it started on the right foot..... feeling: (",)

Day 02

started our training.... not sure whether we are allowed to say about our training so i will keep things short.... it's a very long lesson.... and i mean very long...... officially starts at 8.30 and ends at 5..... luckily got a number of breaks...... content wise, it is very much like Tm Des and Airline Bus...... It's all coming back to me!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaahhahahhaha.... actually considered quite lucky that we have studied most of it..... just that some of the things are very in depth..... the feeling is like studying in TP, just that like got new lecturer..... if only Ms Tan was teaching us..... it would be more fun........ anyway.... we will be going to have a test at the end of it..... and the passing mark is like 75%...... what if we never pass???? firstly, it would be very "lao qui" and then will we get terminated from our SIP????? hopefully not..... must really ganbatte.... all of us will make it together!!!

one thing that we realised is that they really expect a lot from us...... we are not really labelled as interns but just like everyone else.... like it will be our job for a long time..... they expect us to be smiling all the time, must be properly groomed, must greet others even when we meet in the corridoor......

will be training for about 2 weeks before we start our on job training and then working by ourselves....... can't wait for our on job training.... will really get to learn a lot of things.......

to the guys working at SATS with me.... geraldine, both sabrina-s, aaron and zhi fan..... we must work hard together ya.... but dun forget to play hard as well..... it has been very fun when all of us stick together all the time..... going for our breaks and having our lunches....... Let's have a great internship together ok! see ya guys in class on monday!!!

just now ard 1.30, i watched a prog on CNA.... its about things that we cant see on cruise ships and hotel rooms..... they did tests on several rooms and cabins on board cruise ships..... using a special light, they found a lot of "things" all over the room..... not ghosts but things the previous people left behind...... things like dried urine and even semen at the most unlikely places..... like the door, the carpets, the tables, the fridge door and even the clean blankets..... eeeeeeeewwwwwwwww..... disgusting right....... when i watched it i was so shocked..... i did not expect such things to be around us when we are holiday....... really getting the creeps.......

~*candice*~

i just checked my hotmail.... then i read this particular mail..... it's my daily horoscope.....

Dear candice,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, May 24:

After lots of emotional upheaval, your holiday is here. Apparently, you've been good so far this year -- because Santa is coming early. Don't forget to leave the cookies out.

when i read, i was like.... wow.... so accurate ar.... lol

anyway, i had to go for an NE talk today.... i felt it was ok la.... the guest speaker was good i must say..... but everything other then that was boring...... was so tempted to listen to my discman and continue reading my manga.... but didn't la.... today's topic was "What Responsible Citizenship Means".... frankly speaking, i still do not know what are the 6 NE messages....

i went to buy some stuff after that..... i made my way to parkway.... actually i went there to buy fish food for my elder sis one.... but then they didn't have the brand and type she wanted.... so i then went to Chamelon.... went to get some good rubberbands and hair clips.... also got a pair of earrings.... i just realised that i had only dangling earrings.... all my ear studs like disappeared into thin air.....

well, tomorrow i will be starting work..... would be getting my uniform.... all of us will be at the passenger services side.... will be working as CSAs..... customer service agents..... wish me luck.... must leave the house slightly earlier tomorrow.... was almost late yesterday.......

~*candice*~

decided to do some quizzes.....

this one, i feel is quite true la..... some parts.... hehe...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

my jap name.....

according to the quiz, its Rin Anenokoji

another one....on personality...

Your #1 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Your #2 Match: ENFJ

The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

Your #3 Match: INTJ

The Scientist You have a head for ideas - and you are good at improving systems.Logical and strategic, you prefer for everything in your life to be organized.You tend to be a bit skeptical. You're both critical of yourself and of others.Independent and stubborn, you tend to only befriend those who are a lot like you. You would make an excellent scientist, engineer, or programmer.

Your #4 Match: ENTJ

The Executive You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence. You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.

Your #5 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

somehow, i feel this one is really accurate....

Your Birthdate: April 4

Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer. You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize. Sincere and honest, you are a serious and hard working individual. Your feelings are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times. The number 4 has something of an inhibiting effect on your ability to show and express affections, as feeling are very closely regulated and controlled. You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details. There is a good deal of rigidity and stubbornness associated with the number 4.

that's all for now......

~*candice*~

i actually have extra holiday.......

today, all of us went to report for work at the HR Dept..... but we ended up waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting...... our passes were not ready...... so we could not do anything..... actually we did not know..... then when Sabrina went to ask what we can do, they say actually we were not supposed to report for work today..... they said they informed our school..... so we went to have our long breakfast..... they told us to take our time......lol....

had milo and mee chiam kueh..... quite ok la...... just that the canteen was very cold..... luckily got the hot milo..... after talking to Ms Quah, we went outside for a while to warm ourselves up before proceeding to the HR dept..... they did explain to us very nicely about the passes..... so we continued to wait.... we ended up reading magazines.... Geraldine and I were like flipping through an old edition of Female..... we were going like "this is nice.....", "soo expensive...", "so pretty...." haha..... the people at SATS were nice la..... trying their best to rush the passes...... but they couldn't la..... so they let us go back.... they say they will call us to tell us when to report back to work....

so while Aaron and Zhi Fan went to meet Ashraf at Changi Airport and both Sabrinas went back home, Geraldine and I decided to go to Orchard..... took 36 from T2..... it was a long ride..... we went to eat Mos Burger..... i had Ebi Rice Burger while Geraldine had the vege one.... forgot how to spell it..... we ate and talked about a lot of things.... esp about school, SIP and many more.... had a lot of funny stuff to laugh about... haha......

we went to kino to but some comics..... then guessed who we met?????? we met Pui Sze...... haha.... so qiao..... she wanted to get "Ke Nan" book 49..... but dun haf la.... we did talk quite a while there.... Geraldine was very amazed that Pui Sze talked quite a lot even though they just met a while ago....Pui Sze, she say you look like Miriam Yeung leh...... happy a not......lol....

SATS called Geraldine just now... said tt our passes are ready, so we report work on 26th May, 8.30 am.....

~*candice*~

just came back from SATS..... HR department never open today..... so we left a message and decided to leave at around 8.45, 9 am.....

feeling very very tired..... haven't woken up so early in months.....

i wanna go and sleep.......

~*candice*~

last few days have been some what fun and slow......

i have problems sleeping these few days.... i do feel tired and want to sleep but just can't fall asleep..... it's real bad.... i must sleep earlier today.... then i always feel as if i over-eat like that.... like always feel like vomitting when i eat lesser..... it's soooo uncomfortable..... maybe that's why i can't really fall asleep....

yesterday was quite tiring for me.... also dunno why, didn't really do much, just that sat down and talked a lot...... first i went to RAC Raffles City monthly meeting.... i think the last meeting i went to was a few months back..... i didn't really talk much there la.... just listening to what they have to say.... then scribbling down some stuff..... i finally got inducted as a member..... a bit sad la.... i had to write my own name on the cert.... too bad man.... so little of them turned up for meeting and apparently i had the neat-est hand writing.....*sigh* but it was quite fun la.....

after the meeting, Kim and I went to meet Stephen.... (should be spelt this way la) first time i met him..... my elder sister's friend la..... they always meet up once in a while to "gossip" and talk about everything..... hahaha.... nice to talk to him..... we went to cafe cartel at tampines..... it was sooo crowded.... i had to squeeze my way through to get to my seat..... ordered fish n chips...... it was such a big serving..... i think i only ate half of it..... but i still felt very very full.... then we went to starbucks to talk even more...... ordered chocolate freeze or what ever you call it and just had to top up $1 each cause we used the starbucks voucher given by my san-gu-jie...... so worth it.... hahahahahahahahaha.......

i really am in a dilema right now.... about a month ago, SATS told us to report for work tomorrow..... but the thing is we are to report to the HR department..... tomorrow is a public holiday, so we dunno whether there will be people working tomorrow or not... (i mean the HR people la) it is also so hard to contact them, they do not reply to our e-mails and when i call in the afternoon, no one answered..... really should have called earlier in the week..... i must have spend a lot of money sending smses to everyone who is going to work at SATS.... both Sabrinas, Geraldine from hospi, Aaron as well as Zhi Fan.....

aiyo..... i also dunno what to do..... Sabrina managed to talk to Mr Tan, he said since they never reply, we report on Tuesday coz tomorrow is a public holiday..... however, i feel that should still go down tomorrow as in the service industry, there is pretty much no official public holidays for everyone.... just imagine, it's a public holiday then we assume that dun need to work, then airport nobody la.... not possible right?!?!?! i know that not all of them live near to the airport like me.... but it's better to be safe than sorry.... if really dun need to work tomorrow then we go back straight away or can walk around T2 wad.... then what if really supposed to work tomorrow then none of us turn up? what a good impression we will give them on the very first day man..........

oh ya..... my family and i went to the beach just now for a pinic dinner..... my dog had the most fun la...... running up and down the beach..... playing with his toy..... he was practically thrown into the sea once by Faye.... she so bad right.... it's so fun to see him swim back to shore..... i really wonder when will i get the chance to go to the beach again once my SIP starts......

*SIGH*

~*candice*~

this is actually my post for the 13th of may....

around 12.30, i went to Pui Sze house to read manga....she actually has 513 books.... actually i didn't know what to start with.....in the end, i read power huo li 100%.... very funny....

then we made our way to taka.... we steped into kino for abt 5 mins where Pui Sze went to get another manga.... then we went to buy makan.....we met Jie Ting there.... before going to ACS Barker for TJC's Choir concert Una Voce.....

here are the list of my favourite songs of the night.....

• Amor de mi alma
• Bin-nam-ma
• Duerme Negrito

the first song actually means "you are the love of my soul" it is a romantic but tragic love story..... it sounded so nice....

the second song is actually in memory of the victims of the floods in Venezuela on the 15th of dec 1999. It invokes hope and optimism for better future.... this song is very interesting.... the choir members actually had to make a lot of interesting sounds(like musical instruments) and dance to them.... very nice and funny at the same time....

the last song was actually sung by the Alumni.... it's a latin american lullaby.... it means "Sleep, little black one"..... it was very soothing.... so nice......love it the most.....

we also met a lot of juniors.... Kuan rei, Kenneth(both of them are in TJ choir), Jeth, Pamela, Slyvia and Lee ping ... also saw Gim keng at other end of the concert hall... after the concert, we went to petrol station buy drinks......it was a miracle that Pui Sze did not hit Jeth that day... Jeth should buy 4d-1305 ......hahahahahaha......

~*candice*~

went for a short shopping spree after work today..... hehe..... was walking around in HMV.... then they were playing a dvd... the music sounded scary..... like horror movie like that.... after tt then i realised that they were playing the phantom of the opera dvd..... i remembered that i have yet to watch it... (kept waiting for kim's bf to buy tt i forgot..... actually he did buy a phantom of the opera dvd, but it was the wrong one.... it's the horror movie version..... quite gruesome.....) so i bought the vcd.... intend to watch it later....

here's what i bought today....

• phantom of the opera vcd
• in the mood for love vcd (somehow i feel that i bought a wrong one.... seems like a interview thing....)
• small white board
• white board marker (purple)

well that's it la.... little bit of shopping only..... while walking around, i think i saw a primary school friend, Juliana, she was my best friend in p5, p6.... kinda lost contact with her over the years.... forgot to get her hp no.... then lost her e-mail add.... but it seems that she gave me a wrong one..... or no longer in use..... i think it's her la.... but did not say hi.... she was talking to a guy colleague....

i am really excited for my internship..... the experience that is not the uniform.... really hard to believe that i actually have to wear that uniform.... dun really like it lor.... but no choice la.... have to....

~*candice*~

ok.... first and foremost, b4 i start rattling on about how pissed i am.... my "daughter" PuiSze (han yu pin yin= peisze) stated in my blogspot tt i spell her name wrongly.... sorry la "nu er".... very used to calling u peisze ma.... so type peisze lo..... fr now on, will try to remember to type PuiSze or i just type PS ok....hehe...

ok coming back to the "pissed" part.... this is the first time i will be writing how pissed, sad, unhappy all at once.....

i've had enough .... stop saying ''what XX ask you, can then YY ask you , you say cannot...'' shut the *toot* up ok.... why must you make things worst? everything is ok until u called to tell me off.... or questioned me..... hello.... did u get things right.... did i turn her down rightaway? i told YY to call ZZ, then tell me if ZZ needed help ok..... did you ask me? NO!!!

Is it my fault that she

• is always unwell (i know that she does not want to either)
• is always going out with friends
• have school until very late practically everyday (not her fault either)
• asked to work more often
• don't want to work on weekends
• always no energy to work

NO!!!!!!

whenever i am not feeling well or have something on.... there has been a few times that she helps me.... but what about the other times.... i was practically dying.... but she say she cannot help.... did the people around me help call the other person and persuade her to take over? NO! instead, whenever i say cannot, the others keep calling and sms-ing me to make me take over.... is it fair? NO!!!

you guys are over protective of her..... she will have to work someday.... the people around her will not be so kind as to help her so many times ok.... i will not be there to work with her.... her colleagues are not obligated to help her ok....

stop pissing me off ok.... one day, one fine day, i will just walk away and leave.... i have a feeling that that day is drawing near....

sorry for complaining man..... just needed to get it off my chest..... anyway, it is the last time i will be helping her.... cause i don't intend to and i will not be able to.... i just hope this stupid things will just stop.... they always kill my happy day.... i was actually quite happy..... till i got that stupid call..... it really killed my day.....thanks a lot man....

i have actually been watching my jap drama again.... Love Revolution.... just love that serial... when i watched, i was wondering to myself, which will i choose, Love or Career? i have no idea which one i will choose..... most likely love la.... career can build up again even if u quit... but if it is true love.... it might not come back if u let it go..... sorry la.... romantic here la....

then i also feel that a woman's strength is that she can do a wonderful job juggling her personal life with her career.... she will always look good..... like a wonderful woman like that..... but then no matter how successful she might be.... she will want someone to depend on.... someone she can count on to be there when she is down..... that's why woman is always at the losing end......

well enough for my stupid thoughts..... need to rest a while more so that i can work later....

~*candice*~

i decided to use back this blog..... haha... very fickle-minded right.... haha.... managed to recover this account..... then changed the password..... i see pei sze blog very sweet.... then also andrea's and karin's one... all so nice and sweet... as compared to mine (blogspot one....)

so i went to blogskin.... went to look for nice blogskins lo.... actually changed to Tsubasa.... but then felt tt it was kinda childish... so since i am into namie amuro songs nowadays.... i decided to do a search.... then i saw this one.... soo nice so i changed it again..... hehe....

i have fallen in love with namie amuro songs..... have you heard "want me want me"? i love the beat of the song.... its nice when u do not know the meaning of it..... i heard that it is very "dirty".... then also have "girl talk", "speed star" and "uh uh".... all very nice....

have been working with pei sze for a few daes le.... at the jap restaurant.... its fun la.... whenever we are free... we will just start talking about a lot of stuff.... then there are times where we are like running here and there to tend to customers.... like obstacle race like tt.... hectic man..... its a little sad that i have to quit the job very soon due to my internship.... will be working tomorrow and thursday morning coz eve not well.... then whole day on saturaday with pei sze again, then my last day would be taking over pei sze on tuesday with lisa so that she can go tioman..... will miss working there la.... the people there... the pay and of course the delicious food....

have been slacking ever since exams ended.... haven't really gone out with friends.... sec school friends all quite busy with their part-time jobs b4 they go uni... then poly frenz some start internship le.... so nothing much lor....just slacking around at home.... mum not very happy with me... luckily i work on saturdays lor...... or else she will be nagging even more lor...

i actually realised that i have not taken pictures for a long long time.... i think the last time i took a picture was during my god sister's wedding in march.... so long right.... must start going out with frens and take more pictures....

~*candice*~

*candice*
*officially 21*
*4th of april 1986*
*aries*
*ex-naps student*
*ex-cchs(m) student*
*ex-tp student*
*tourism management graduate*
*ex-customer service agent at SATS*
*el nino-ian*
*2nd year SMU Business Management Student*
*Majoring in Marketing and Corporate Communications*

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go to japan (2010)
go to korea
go to alaska
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