the song that captures my heart's messages to her...
this song is by Korean girl group Jewelry... The moment heard this song, it kept playing on and on in my heard... especially the part
"I don't say goodbye, bye please don't say goodbye, bye baby i'm so sorry i love you, i'm so sorry"
and when i went to search for the translation for the song... i felt that the song really captured the feelings i felt towards her... especially the chorus... wishing for her to come back to me, for her to hug me again...
this song is for you mama...
~*candice*~
Friday, January 22, 2010
It has been 3 years....
3 years... can anyone believe it?!? 3 years.....
it has been 3 years since Mama passed away... exactly on this day 3 years ago did my heart become incomplete...
recently, i keep wondering to myself... "have i lived since she left?" *shrugs* i can't seem to find an answer to that question...
ever since she left, life has been rather dull for me.... there was lesser laughter and joy within the family... lesser family time.... lesser contact with my relatives... it was because she was the one who held the entire family together... she was the one who gave so much love, joy and laughter to my life... and without her, it has gotten unbearable...
i still miss her so much...
but people keep telling me to move on... to not think about it... i also want to do that... but it really IS very difficult for me...
~*candice*~
Yabout me...
*candice*
*officially 21*
*4th of april 1986*
*aries*
*ex-naps student*
*ex-cchs(m) student*
*ex-tp student*
*tourism management graduate*
*ex-customer service agent at SATS*
*el nino-ian*
*2nd year SMU Business Management Student*
*Majoring in Marketing and Corporate Communications*
Yi love...
mama
anything jap
anything korean
food!!!
cold drinks
white
princess hours
my girl
sukha, suki and peanut
listening to music
reading manga
travelling
meeting ppl around the world
Yi wish...
necklace fr chomel...the flower shape one... perm hair
more tops
bag
sony T50/ canon ixus 75
slim down
learn japanese
learn korean
go to japan (2010)
go to korea
go to alaska
shopping and dim sum trip to hong kong to love and be loved in return
