11 May 2005
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
ok.... first and foremost, b4 i start rattling on about how pissed i am.... my "daughter"
PuiSze (han yu pin yin=
peisze) stated in my blogspot tt i spell her name wrongly.... sorry la "nu er".... very used to calling u
peisze ma.... so type
peisze lo..... fr now on, will try to remember to type
PuiSze or i just type
PS ok....hehe...
ok coming back to the "pissed" part.... this is the first time i will be writing how pissed, sad, unhappy all at once.....
i've had enough .... stop saying ''what
XX ask you, can then
YY ask you , you say cannot...'' shut the *toot* up ok.... why must you make things worst? everything is ok until u called to tell me off.... or questioned me..... hello.... did u get things right.... did i turn her down rightaway? i told
YY to call
ZZ, then tell me if
ZZ needed help ok..... did you ask me? NO!!!
Is it my fault that
she- is always unwell (i know that she does not want to either)
- is always going out with friends
- have school until very late practically everyday (not her fault either)
- asked to work more often
- don't want to work on weekends
- always no energy to work
NO!!!!!!
whenever i am not feeling well or have something on.... there has been a few times that she helps me.... but what about the other times.... i was practically dying.... but she say she cannot help.... did the people around me help call the other person and persuade her to take over? NO! instead, whenever i say cannot, the others keep calling and sms-ing me to make me take over.... is it fair? NO!!!
you guys are over protective of her..... she will have to work someday.... the people around her will not be so kind as to help her so many times ok.... i will not be there to work with her.... her colleagues are not obligated to help her ok....
stop pissing me off ok.... one day, one fine day, i will just walk away and leave.... i have a feeling that that day is drawing near....
sorry for complaining man..... just needed to get it off my chest..... anyway, it is the last time i will be helping her.... cause i don't intend to and i will not be able to.... i just hope this stupid things will just stop.... they always kill my happy day.... i was actually quite happy..... till i got that stupid call..... it really killed my day.....thanks a lot man....
i have actually been watching my jap drama again....
Love Revolution.... just love that serial... when i watched, i was wondering to myself, which will i choose,
Love or
Career? i have no idea which one i will choose..... most likely love la.... career can build up again even if u quit... but if it is true love.... it might not come back if u let it go..... sorry la.... romantic here la....
then i also feel that a woman's strength is that she can do a wonderful job juggling her personal life with her career.... she will always look good..... like a wonderful woman like that..... but then no matter how successful she might be.... she will want someone to depend on.... someone she can count on to be there when she is down..... that's why woman is always at the losing end......
well enough for my stupid thoughts..... need to rest a while more so that i can work later....
~*candice*~
